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She is Trinity; Jingxuan, 22 February 1988, 19. A pure piscean. A refined lady wana-be.

likes the word "passion". loves red roses. desires perfect romance. reads poetry. analyses horoscopes.

eyes on kittens, puppies, babies especially twins, the disney piglet, more to go...

我还守著我和他的约定 最后幸福会写下一份证明 就算没有日期 就算还会伤心 我仍相信生命的奇迹...

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

Me...



HA! Huiling did the 10 quirks about her and told me how fun it was upon doing that, maybe out of boredom, I should try it since its holidays uh. =X

On to the 10 quirks about me...

1. You notice that I will want to be consistent and neat in typing or even handwriting especially like doing mathematics workings and format of document.

Come to think of it, a lot of my friends in Secondary School says that my handwriting is like words coming out from typewriter, LOL!

2. I like doing things that make me confident of myself.

Like if I don't have a bf, I will have go sun-tan, play beach volleyball and wear bikini, stuffs like that. But, well eat too much with him, must diet. HA!

3. When I am not feeling well to the extent of vommiting, the only thing I can swallow down is Fishball Noodles.

It's only the one near my house, so lucky that it had not changed its taste after so many freaking years!

4. Out of all the ball games, I love volleyball still.

CCA was Volleyball in Primary School and it really rocks my life man with Lay Yian and friends around. Was pretty sad when there was no CCA for Volleyball in my Secondary School.

5. I am good in numbers but not good in logic.

Well, I am just not good in sciene but I love MATHEMATICS!

6. If you are closed enough to me, you will know that when after crying, it was the strongest part of me and whereby you cannot predict what I can say to you or do to you.

If someone was to make me shed tears, yes, I am hurt, I shed but after shedding, I will be stronger and you will see my nasty side. You know that is what I mastered after crying for 3 consecutive months for someone. And right now, I don't feel anything for him. Not in the least of bit.

7. I hate rainy days.

Probably and most probably I mean, you will see me being more moody and emotional on the days of rainy days, this one my second ex bf knows the best. Maybe I am already shedding tears for the past or maybe I am sleeping due to the nice weather, have to see my mood though.

8. When someone looks down on me, then there comes my maximum pontential.

Yeah, when someone says I am fat, I tell you, I will just bloody slim down and prove that at least I am not as fat as that time and there are improvements. So, those who want to see my downfall, perhaps its the opposite because you are urging me to make more improvements in LIFE.

9. I have higher expectations from guys than girls.

I am more direct to guys because I feel that they should be more giving to girls and such. So what its the 21st century, the fact of your mother (girl) giving birth to you still stays the same, so respect girls more!

10. I don't like people who invades my privacy without my permission.

Even if my mother wants to read my phone's SMS, nah, and when she says she is my mother, I will give a black face and complains to my dad instead and I know, he understands whats privacy. And he said to my mother, "From the day she was borned, she has her own privacy.", cool isn't it? =D. LOVE MY DAD!

10 enough already, I don't want people to know so bloody much about me, HA!

=D.

FUN!


Makes me know who I am.


HA!

JIE, CELESTE, DARIE GO DO, I WANT TO READ =D.


Morning woke up at 9 AM, played maple. HA! GTG!




She pens her thoughts at 1:20 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...



Wednesday, August 22, 2007

WTH...



I regret not taking down the msn conversation because apparently, yesterday that fyp partner should be drunk to have that she is mad at me because I don't trust her trusting him. Now, she twisted her words. So, when can I even believe her? LOL! So contradicting. Yeah, no wonder when she says want to forget the person, she did not, she is still fickle-minded.

Yeah, I look for evidence, I don't look for the explaination because the explaination is stupid, only fools believe it.

"He is out, he said some NTU students is staying late in school and I don't know what they are up to maybe is them.", yeah, how kind hor, he explain this? Then well, why in the first place he is there so late? LOL! Fools. Idiots. And the tracker says is a "bookmark", there isn't any referrer link. FYI, it means that is a link they typed themselves, not from any other blog, can't stand it.

AS IF I DON'T WANT THE FYP TO END EARLY. BLOODY HELL.

To think, I am thinking if she don't know how to do the codes, should I even help her?

Forget it, hey, you just stick to him la. Don't wish to care anymore.



FYI, ITS THE LAST BLOODY POST ABOUT HER. GETTING TIRED OF SHOWING HOW ZHONG SE QING YOU SHE IS.


Look at the bigger picture, so sick of it.


Well, you look at the person, I look at evidence. People can betray you but evidence don't.

FYI, if you don't even know what it is, ITS FOR YOUR INFORMATION.


Come to think of it, she should be happy and she should thank me because before the stupid tagging problem arises, she and him are not in good terms, after this issue, they become back to usual friends again.

LOL! =D.


HA! Obviously, zhong se qing you la. No need deny, even if it is so true, she won't admit because she don't want to feel "xia suay" when your prediction comes true about her life.


AND... I never even think of flooding your tagboard because I ain't childish like those NTU students, oh, did i even state that it is KW? =D.



Maple time! =D. Chiong to 10X, HA! And after losing a friend, I tend to cherish all my the other friends who I have lost contact more, yeah. Happy with my life now because I have a new experience.



LOVE JIE, DARIE, GF, BABY, XIAOKEAI, YIKE & PEOPLE AROUND ME (;




She pens her thoughts at 8:37 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...




Profiling...



Yeah, next Monday needs to go back to school for Professional Profiling assessment, Dr. Ng's wife is so good to help me edit the final draft. Hee. She's really very good being by his side as a General Manager of Q & M Dental Surgery.

Need to do up a poster. Something to do with tooth, LOL!


5 x =

Boo hoo, later need to go fetch baby's mama. =D, it has been a lot of days since she came home, wonder how will she feel and such. Baby's dad is great at cooking, I'm really impressed.

=D. Bad things go away. Good things come.

People come, people go, will just have to accept that.


Need to get some DVDs, watched finished already, HA!




GTG!




She pens her thoughts at 12:45 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...



Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Closing...



TO BE EDITED:

YEAH. KNOW WHAT. SHE FINALLY TELLS ME THAT SHE IS MAD BECAUSE I DONT TRUST THAT THAT GUY IS INNOCENT. IN THE FIRST BLOODY PLACE, DOES SHE KNOW THAT RIGHT NOW SHE IS FORCING ME TO TRUST THAT HE IS INNOCENT?


ALOT OF FRIENDS HAVE BEEN TELLING ME OBVIOUSLY SHE IS ZHONG SE QING YOU, CAUSE OF I DON'T BELIEVE HE'S INNOCENT, YOU FORGO THE FRIENDSHIP, SO BE IT THEN. I STILL THOUGHT MAYBE SHE HAS HER REASONS, BUT NAH! SHE SHOWS IT ALL.

I DIDN'T COMMENT ANY BLOODY THING IN HER BLOG, YEAH, HATE PPL WHO JUST ASSUME AND MAKE THINGS WORSE AND DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO CLARIFY.

RIGHT NOW WE ARE ONLY FYP PARTNERS, NOT MORE THAN THAT, & I FCUKING REGRET, SHOULD HAVE JUST JUMPED GROUP BUT NEVERMIND, FOR THE SAKE OF YIKE THEN.

"Life is so complicated
It leaves you faded
Deep within the walls of falsehood
Then again
It’s just the mood
That one sets upon their aura
Of Self"
Quoted from Nicole's blog which is so so true.

To just close the matter, right now, there is a gap in between that is you and him, me and you. I seriously don't know how to close the gap right now but I believe we need time, thats why I said "adjustments". I feel untrusted too in a sense indirectly. Now is you trusted him but I don't. So I respect you trusted him and you in the same way should respect me distrusting him.

1) I don't have ANY friends in NTU.
2) My tracker has been months and there isn't ANY NTU buggers or whatsoever.
3) I have changed blog skin already and NO those buggers and it is till when the thing arises then have.
4) Writing style also can changed. (iie cn juz type lyke dis.) Simple as that.
5) IP tracker said is from NTU organisation.
6) Cbox IP same as tracker.


You have your point of trusting him and I have point of saying its him.

Yeah, I love you too thats why I asked you to forget him but well I am a busybody too. So I said I will not be one ever, yeah this is it, I am just bringing myself trouble afterall.

Seriously, when you tell me how sad you are and you are determined to forget him, I asked you to delete the link away to make sure that within my means, you will not have any signs about him, yet in this way of him tagging and him telling you it wasn't him, it is still back to square one. Where is the determination and are the words you tell me about letting him go, forgetting him, leaving him alone, true? Yea, hard to do it so never tell me that so I will not be that stupid to just help you forget him.

Afterall I said, I am crossing the darn limit of being a friend, I admit, so even if you never help me tag back, its alright, make me learnt a lesson that I should never ever cross that boundary unless I am really sure of how one manages between friends and lovers/someone he/she likes.

Yea, in another way of so, I deserve it having to be such a busybody asshole.

(;

Okay, that's all. You are a great friend, trust me time is all we need to put those pieces together. But if one day, I mean IF he still hurt you, I guess, I will not do such silly thing like this time I did.

NEVER CROSS THAT DARN FUCKING LIMIT.


On a side note, if you think I am controlling, then well really... So be it. I didn't use a knife to point at you.

Yea, character clashes.

So sick of it. Its not like I can be friends with everybody in the whole wide earth, LOL! Everybody has their "unaccepted" characteristic of friends as well as "accepted" characteristic of friends, so if I fall within your "unaccepted", really, thats too bad, we just can't be friends.



Well, I think there will be more buggers now trying to just slap me. BANNING TIME SOON I GUESS.


><" So, will my prediction come true? Time says it all.




She pens her thoughts at 6:17 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...




Lala...



TO BE EDITED:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIDI BEN XK! =D. HOORAY. GO PARTY ALL YOU WANT LA. LOL!

Yea. A lot of friends have been just telling me to hack those immature freaks. It's my blog and I can do whatever I want with it. Had a change of layout, guess its bringing me too much stupid trouble, so well, did a combination of the layout. I love it lots, its like reminding me every single time I blog, how many friends were really there for me and my love and my family.

My mum did consoled me of what had happended. She said I was too simple minded and stuffs like that. HA! I cried in front of her okay and seriously I hate to cry in front of her showing how weak I am because my mama always seem like a career woman being so strong. Not sure if its inner too. But, shes really very capable of doing what I can't usually do. Not to forget, GOD too! I am so shocked when my mama just said that niang niang wanted me to drink that "fu", so I guess niang niang must be knowing how life has been really down for me!

I told baby love that I wanted to buy those "lian hua" so that you know I can get rid of "xiao ren" in my life and such. Having too much already. =X Anyway, my religion is buddism, those who don't believe can jolly well just you know respect my religion and I too respect yours.

(; Well, just get on with my life. Oh, I self-declared holidays already from today onwards. Yesterday was accounting lesson. It was really fun and hetic too. We played Monopoly and we lost to the other team. Oh, we only have 2 teams yesterday! But, after the game, we have to record different different type of transactions, it was so messy and so so complicated than the balance sheet is not balanced at all. We have a total of over 100 transactions I think, THAT'S A LOT!

Luckily, our facilitator is kind enough to just say go through 6th presentation straight since NO more UT, NO more lesson! HA! Though is a few lessons with her but she is so much better than the other one. Ended class before 2.30! So shiok! Walk to station with Yike, she dismissed at that time too. Wee, it has been decades since seeing her.

I was like, "hao jiu bu jian". Then give each other a little pat and there goes our chat. Being with her is like time passing very fast and she did asked me like why my blog become private, and I told her about those idiot taggers. She said that it was very "you zhi", she asked me to let her login and she wanted to help me flood them and she said something like we are "jie mei dang", should help me tag back, =X so sweet. I guess different individual friends have different levels of forking out as a friend. Indeed it was. (;

Needless to say, Darie was totally there for me, she called me and smsed me. We talked on the phone too saying so much craps. Yea, we 2 kena the same old thing uh. Love that time also the sama sama. Now blog thing also sama sama. But, Darie, I don't wish to care already. I don't like to change my life cus of what those idiots tagged.

Well, I have my say as well. Denied for all you want and thanks for making my life so DOWN once before, never will there be twice because you have made me stronger and made me know who was there for me and such. Thanks to you uh. I believe GOD has her plans for me.

Actually I did talked to Kenneth. HA! To think that he told me that his papa actually remembered my birthday after all these years. Let me think, it has been going 5 years! Baby love, he knows I will not "jump stead" okay? None of my ex will be my lovers again because its totally different. He has changed so much indeed, his studies are good now and temper-wise too. So glad for him and yeah, I believe, soon enough there will be a bliss girl in his life. I am sure she will be so bliss much more bliss than me in the past.

I am bliss now too with my baby love! Crying with him hugging me is the best feeling ever, only with him I can cry whatever I want, do whatever I want. Aww. Having cramps yesterday till now, soon, soon it will be over then start with workout to get back whatever I own in the past. Those idiot buggers can just wait and see, at least I did go towards my aim not like them nothing to do, no aims in life and such.

(; I do have thoughts of jumping down straight, lucky I didn't. Well, it is all over dude, I have overcome it, I think god has been so proud of me too. I am not dumb anymore and came to my senses when Darie keeps saying why should I do this and that, yeah, Darie, I came to my senses already, all thanks to those stupid assholes and of course you being by my side, enough and contented.


Baby has been asking me to watch "Redline", a car-racing movie, it was so darn cool with all those hot chicks in it. I think all guys will love it! Yea yea, the nature of guys. I watched it yesterday while I was having cramps but then it wasn't that pain afterall when watching that because I think my whole mind and soul was into that and how hot those babes were in it! =D. Wee, but some parts was sad.

Okay, long entry, enough right?

=D gagaga.




She pens her thoughts at 10:49 AM.
This love of ours is no common flower...



Sunday, August 19, 2007

Wee...



Oh man. I feel so great now! Especially after going to "Pasar Pagi" in Malaysia with baby and his dad. Hee. We went there at 8 plus in the morning. New day, new air and a new tomorrow. Their "Pasar Pagi" is like what we known as "Pasar Malam" just that it was in the morning, thats why the word "Pagi" is behind. Compared to Singapore, this is a very huge event. And I saw real life chickens and ducks, went goo gaa over it. It is not always easy for us singaporeans to see it often uh. Yea yea. Feel much better today. Days before was like hell, everything in a mess, but hopefully there is a stop to it.

Sometimes, things just go haywired out of a sudden, not within our control but we have to just accept it and go with the flow. Just hope that after this, there will be peace for me and I guess there will be since holidays is just a day away now. Keep myself busy as possible so I can't be bothered anymore. None of my business, just mind my own business now and enjoy life to the fullest!

Okay, just watched "The Underdog"!



Cute couple uh. The Underdog and the Polly. (; I didn't get to watch the underdog cartoon before but found it on the net. It is some sort familar though. Ha!



Nice movie! Very hilarious too. Back in Singapore later. ^^ Then shall call Darie. It has been a long time since we chat on phone and I think its better for us to do some catch-ups since its holidays soon! Gona miss her so much and much more if shes gona go overseas to further study. Oh, how bad can it be.




She pens her thoughts at 11:26 AM.
This love of ours is no common flower...



Thursday, August 16, 2007

Gays...



The content below will be very vulgar and I seriously need to rant. So, pardon me for today's entry!

Fcuk furious right now, !@#$%! Guys are turning gays now, where has the "u" gone to? Eaten up by what? Eaten up by shit mentality? Or eating too much homo pills? Bloody hell. No, not taken any homo pills, its natural homo inner side which we don't know? Its only a bloody worm that got onto your shirt, and you just make it drop on the floor and you are in my house. Even though you are my brother's friend, I don't see why you can't give me the basic respect and hello, you are elder than me, 21 for god's sake.

You should have the bloody responsibility to throw away the worm! It is the one you bring in, not you know it is there by itself! You brought it into my bloody house. You tell me that you are scared, I scolded him "You gay ah?" very loud. Know what? He dared me to pick it up, I used a tissue to pick it up, and he go "CHEYYYYYYYYY...".

FUCK YOU ASSHOLE.

Do you even have the brains of 21? And do you have what it takes to be a man? Adult? My ass. 21 to be qualified as a adult? No, you look like a baby, who can't walk, you don't even think of ways to pick the bloody thing you brought in. I can't imagine, if you are horny and that you made a girl pregnant, are you gona hack and leave the girl alone?

It applies a lot to one's character you see by a worm!

No responsibility, so so disgusted by the fact that you are a guy, please, god, let him be a girl next time, he's so much suited for that sissy sayings and actions.

Amen.

Sinful, sinful, but he deserves it. God shows me so many idiot guys, luckily my baby is not one of them.

Cannot stand such gayyyyys.



I am proud of myself that I did workout today and I have finished few minutes ago. Less panting now. Woo. Nice. Did 2 sets. Seeing baby tomorrow, have been missing him like hell but I am not in hell because I am NOT with a gay like those idiots I came accross.

Cheers. Thanks to Winnie for you know accompanied me for dinner, having dinner with her is like so nice, wish that it is forever though forever don't last, if I can, I will make it last as long as I can that is I don't die so fast and hope she also have the same thinking as mine, you must treasure your life.




She pens her thoughts at 10:18 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...




666...



I have a lot of interesting things to share in this entry, so do read! Seriously, I am interested in the contents of all these too, the bible prophecy being revealed and such. It is just so amazing even though I am a pure buddhism.

Find that it is like a miracle that the bible shows a lot of things in Earth.

Everyone knows the meaning of the number 666? From Wikipedia, In modern popular culture, 666 has become one of the most widely recognized symbols for Satan or the Devil. Earnest references to 666 occur both among apocalypticist Christian groups and in explicitly anti-Christian subcultures such as that surrounding some heavy metal bands; more humorous allusions to the 666 symbolism (e.g., the Lemmings level featuring three 6's built upon "hellish" lava terrain) are mainstream. An appearance of the number 666 in contemporary Western art or literature is more likely than not a conscious reference to this number of the Beast symbolism.


I watched a DVD with dear last few weeks, it is named "The Omen" casted in 2006 and is a remake movie. Did not realise that there is "Omen II" and "Omen III" casted beforehand years ago. Realising it in Wikipedia again. I hope I can watch them! Not sure whether I can find it in Malaysia or in anywhere in Earth now.

Jeff Milner:

Winnie shares this with me and it is really wow!

Years ago someone told me that if you played Led Zeppelin's Stairway to Heaven song backwards that you could make out "satanic messages". It is not my opinion that Led Zeppelin and the other artists here were given some kind of evil power to make these backwards sounds have a satanic message. Taken from his website, so go to his website and listen to the reverse play of the song. It is kind of creepy to me. Ewww. The song of Stairway to Heaven is the most creepiest ever. Reed the reversed message.

"Oh here's to my sweet Satan. The one whose life path would make me sad, whose power is Satan..." More to go! Go and listen now.

...& to my surprise, I found this link talking about bible prophecy.

Below are what I extracted from.


[HARRY POTTER & 666...

Harry Potter hits once again this summer with another movie and the final book in the series. Many claim that HARRY POTTER is good for children, promoting positive values such as the battle between good and evil. If you believe this, here are some points to ponder.

Point # 1) When Antichrist is revealed, he will use this theme of the "cosmic battle" between "good and evil" for the glory of satan. Antichrist, as the new messiah and world teacher, simply fill in the blanks.

Antichrist will teach that Satan is the true god of planet earth and the Lord of magic and those who oppose him are the "evil ones, those of the "dark side" of the Force, those who follow the evil, wicked God of The Bible.

Thus Christians (those who believe JESUS is CHRIST) will be the enemy and slaughtered in this cosmic battle against those who reject satan and magic. (Rev:13:-6-7).

point # 2) HARRY POTTER promotes witchcraft, magic and spells as good while The Bible says these are evil practices because they are "gateways" into Satan's realm.

point # 3 HARRY POTTER has a mark upon his forehead that is the source of his magic power. This shows a generation of children that the coming MARK OF THE BEAST is good and holy as well. (Rev:13:16).

point # 4 Finally the "mark" of magical power upon HARRY POTTER'S forehead is a lightening bolt. Is it a coincidence that the Lightening bolt (or double bolt) is an occult symbol for Lucifer and Hitler's SS (who were satan worshipers).

HARRY POTTER is preparing this generation of Children to accept Antichrist (when he comes) as the World teacher and Master of Magic and to join his battle against the evil ones=Christians.

Still think HARRY POTTER is harmless fantasty and good for children? Well you won't think so when Antichrist is soon to be revealed.

http://www.satansrapture.com/harrypotter.htm

God Bless
Pastor Harry/CH of PHL-INT
www.satansrapture.com]

Interesting right? =X




She pens her thoughts at 12:22 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...



Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Thanks...



I am pleased to announce that all these people walk with me through my life in each individual paths or ALL paths... FOR NOW I MEAN. Needless to say, there are a lot more I want to thank in my life.

Hey, not according to ranking.

Darie.
Gnil! ...and I really don't know that Jie, you came to my blog one! So touched and thanks for being there when I broke up with Oswald. Like I say, thank you for being my rainbow!
Yike.
Winnie.
Yvonne.
Eunice.
Lin. Have not been seeing her, hope to see her tomorrow.
Baby.

All rock my life!

I just met my gf aka Eunice okay today! I am so glad to meet her, actually when the bus is coming, we are still chatting! See, where enough for us in a few hours! We need days, NO, we need forever, like the ones when she always come to my house during secondary school days. Thinking about that, Celeste, Marcus, yeah, really miss those times.

Primary school days, HUI LING! I have lost touched with Boon Qian. T>T

Boo, xiaokeai too.

!!!

Thanks everyone.

And oh yah, to update my life, now I am trying to tone my body with workout session. 5 times a week I think? I did it on Monday and Tuesday, today time for me to take a rest, I think for a start, I cannot just give it too much pressure, tee hee. I need motivation! I want a toned, sexy hot body. So when you see that I am not blogging in the night, you should know, I am working it out, if you see I am blogging or in Maple, say BOO to me! I am lazing like today.

Can I have that?

Hmmm...

Grats to xdarlinkx the ranger for hitting 9x! ><"




She pens her thoughts at 11:12 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...




Hey...



http://www.clearlyformen.com.sg/site/

Hello to all babes! Watch this for the contest! There is Nicole Chen inside but shes one of the lousiest inside, why why why?

Is it due to she was aka the princess?

Well, hey Nicole, you can do it!

Every girls can. Changing tire, opening durians, etc, interested? Quick, copy this link now!




She pens her thoughts at 10:59 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...




Idiotic...



Why are some people just so bull-headed? Why don't he just get it? Okay, right now, I am not talking about my baby, is someone who is my friend's friend. You know, he really suck at handling affairs and the other way round, saying me childish. Anyway, I once KO you, you know it yourself better.

Don't make me lose your pride and seriously you don't deserve any pride in the first place because you are bloody selfish, go flirt all you want and don't hook up my friend anymore. Today this girl, tomorrow that girl, hello, you are not at a teenager age even if so teenagers are not suppose to be that flirt okay. Karma, you know what it is? Now, you envy your buddies having a girl friend, now come to think of it, are my reasons here clear enough for you to wake your mind on why you don't even have 1?

NTU? Hey, you are really lousy.

I hate such guys and I will never respect you.

I dare you to approve my comment!




She pens her thoughts at 9:24 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...



Monday, August 06, 2007

Perfume...



Escada Pacific Paradise: (I'm loving it!)


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Pacific Paradise Perfume by Escada, This sexy fragrance was created by escada, in 2006. Its amazing scent includes a mixture of lime, dried victoria apple, coconut sorbet, sugar candy, banana flower, hawaiian salt blossom, sandalwood, powdery musk, and amber crystals.

Escada Sunset Heat:

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Sunset Heat for women has notes of papaya, lemon, mango sherbet, pineapple mousse, watermelon, peach lotus flower, hibiscus, sandalwood, musk and amber.

Ralph Lauren Ralph: (Alright la!)

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A fresh, colorful floral fragrance reflecting the energy, spirit, and personality of an empowered, confident young woman. Ralph is a sparkling green, light fruity-floral blend.

Lancome Miracle: (NO NO NO!)

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Dream of the endless possibilities each new day brings. Discover the new fragrance by Lancome. A fresh start freesia, lychee. A soft heart magnolia and a spicy, sexy base jasmine, amber notes.

So, as you can see, there are 3 brands over here and seriously I still perfer Escada more. Currently I have the Escada Pacific Paradise and it is finishing soon and I got a standby perfume of Ralph Lauren Ralph. Baby likes the smell of Ralph Lauren Ralph but afterall I still prefer Escada! The Escada Sunset Heat is the perfume for this year for summer season, so I think you can guess that the Escada Pacific Paradise was last year's one. The smell is quite similar actually, that time wanted to buy the sunset one but then chose another brand instead so I forgo the chance of getting the free Escada bag too.

I think each girls has their type of smell they wanted to put on themselves. For mine, it will be a little sweet. Tee hee. I'm loving it! Perhaps, the next fragrance I shall try DKNY, yipee! That is a lot months away!

Know what? Never ever get the Lancome Miracle, it is so common till the extent I keep on smelling the same thing over and over again. So sometimes even though the fragrance is nice, but smelling it everywhere you know... We will get sick of it la!

Let's get back to hot poses (:

2 Sexy Jessica alba Photos!

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alba.jpg image by xdarlinkx

So, out of these 2, which one you find it nicer or more appealing? I like the second one more. I like those pose which shows a little secretive feel and sexy feel. You know sometimes by not wearing anything/naked/bikini set means that you are sexy, you must have that feel to take the sexy out. Hey, you have a different view? Perhaps, we have the different definition of "sexy", so chill alright?

Sighs, when can I slim down? It is so hard now. T>T God bless me and baby better bless me because it is up to him to stop feeding me. I guess I am really not content, when my previous relationship makes me suffer a lot, I complain to god that why I am having such a hard life, then when now I am having a good life/alright life, I am out of shape! T>T It is never easy to meet two ends. I hope one day I can manage to meet both, hopefully...

Next, our FYP's layout! The Efficient Airline Booking System Team B!

Tadah!

I only upload the season for Summer backgrounds. Actually it is a randomized background. We got 5 pictures for Summer! So these are 2 of them.

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ss1.jpg image by xdarlinkx

The layout is mostly done by me and the background title right, the "Summer Sensation" is by Winnie!

She is super good at thinking such nice names.

Sighs, to Winnie's friend, whether or not you will come by here, I hope that you will learn to cherish girls before she is gone, sometimes, once gone, its forever gone, but!

You may miss the first girl, never allow yourself to miss the second one if not you are really letting yourself down and you never learn in the first place if that happens. As long as you learn from it and be a man respect girls a little give in girls a little and oh yah, understand girls inner side a lot a lot, Winnie will be glad and happy for you. I believe that. God bless and I am sorry for being so direct to you sometimes guys are stubborn! I mean, sometimes.

Ending the long long entry, and I am still thinking if I want to go school tomorrow. Oh my. Wake up!




She pens her thoughts at 10:30 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...



Saturday, August 04, 2007

Photos...



Changed the layout, though ah, this layout will you know cause a lot of people who dislike me to vomit at the screen but so be it. I like it! Seriously, I like to pose like this, and I wanted to learn how celebrities really pose their figure out. I am interested! This helps a lot in boosting confidence in one-self alright? Okay, those dislike me! Say I am fat, whatsoever and seriously I am fat what. I have gained so much kgs compared to when I was not with my baby. This shows that I am bliss! Wakaka, baby gave me the permission to have this layout. Wee.

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Guess which shoe is mine? It is the one with the ribbon! Lalala. Anyway, I still have a lot have not yet to be uploaded especially the neo prints! We took 3 different machines on that day specially for formal wear, okay, mine was not that formal actually, but then skirt is hard to find especially for the big-sized cum big-hip me! Boo. Will show you my presentation's layout! I am proud of that layout! ><" Show time!

Actually I have a lot to say, but now its DVD's time! Watching "The Black Sheep"! Jealous of me? Don't be, come Malaysia! You can watch all you want!

"Perfect Stranger" is not what I expected of! The story plot is sucky! T>T Should have shown more sexier scenes! Made me wait so long for it and then it is such a disappointment.




She pens her thoughts at 6:51 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...



Thursday, August 02, 2007

Finally...



I am back after two months. Intially wanted to close down my blog due to some reasons bascially it is more to my life privacy. But, afterwhich I feel that I should not give up doing something I like because of others. I think someone has been you know thinking why I have not update it and keep coming here to have such a big disappointment. Come to think of it, I do not live for someone but myself. Now I am really confirmed that all girls have the same old sickening nature including myself. Boo, and oh! My Final Year Project 1 is over! That explains why I am busy till that extent.

Everyone who has read about the famous blogger; Xiaxue around going a month ago will sure know about the entry she wrote on the 7 most disgusting bloggers blog. Actually we should not stand on either of the sides be it on xx's side or be it on the ones she mentioned to be in the disgusting category. It is up to one's perception I think. When she states that person to be in that category of disgusting, she has her own way of defining the word "disgusting". I am sure everyone has their own individual definitions of words. It does not apply to the word "disgusting" only. It applies to other words too.

Like, for instance; Happiness.

So... You know if you go around asking everybody this question, each one will have their own criteria to fall in the category of "Happiness", be it joy, money, career, everyone has their own distinct of defining the word. Often, a lot of misunderstandings arise due to different perception of thinkings. So on the bloggers side', if you think you do not fall on the criteria of xx's perception of "disgusting", then do not get bothered by what she said. All humans are not perfect. We have to agree that we are all different. Different looks, different thinkings, different height, size, etc!

So, peace out! Everyone has their own freedom of speech.

If you want me to say who is the ugliest person I have met in this world, I will say is her, (well, not xx, not the bloggers she mentioned, just a she, okay?).

Ugly in my definition does not mean you are ugly okay. I did not mention you are pretty either. So, if you want to know, ask my defintion of the word "ugly" then. But, I am thankful to that particular person making me really learn a lesson on the cruelty of the world. Cannot imagine such a person won't feel guilty at all after what she did and then still backslash me? Impressive right? I hope god will not let me meet such a person ever again in my life, next lifetime, and so.

Over the FYP, I feel that I have leart a lot. Especially in PHP codings! I have a great time with the team too just that somehow something happened in between, and it really triggered a insecureness in it even till now. I guess, time heals. Hope so it does. Yesterday is the presentation day and I am really very nervous about it before that and the worst thing is the projector does not work! Ahh. So shity. So we have to change class to do the presentation. Well, it has been a great exprience for me and everyone in the team is having blisters. Thanks ah, to the shoe because we have to dress formal. And we took real lots of photos, will post it up soon.

Know what? I have been going in and out of Malaysia, Malaysia is good when it is on pirated DVDs. I watched Alone, Dead Silence, Ratatouille (Half Way), Evan Almighty, Perng Mang, Vacancy and The Invisible. Each DVD: 6RM! Where got not worth it?!

Vacancy is not that thrilling at all, not recommended. The Invisible is just a very average plot. Evan Almighty, woot, it is so interesting with all the Noah Ark! Dead Silence is really very nice! Alone (Thailand Movie) too! Perng Mang (Thailand movie, The Haunted Drum), I just watched recently. I do not know why I feel that the plot is very nice but hey, don't read the plot from the website just go and watch it, if not it is not interesting already since you know the plot. Winks.

I simly LOVE thailand movies. Story plot and horror scenes THUMBS UP! Errr, only watch it with baby.

Malaysia rocks for that man! ^^, okay, I got to go! Meeting baby for dinner. Take care everyone, especially, Winnie! Girl, be strong!

Okay, my blog is worth: $3,951.78. I did not expect my blog to be that worth actually.




She pens her thoughts at 4:59 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...