Today is my so called lucky day! My mother brought us to Harvey Norman to take a look at laptop and stuff for my brother but in the end, he got his laptop and I got a 2GB mp3 player and an external 100GB hard disk. That was like so WOO. Like that feeling but somehow it gives me a pressure. Though it was my mother who brought us there but she put the payment on installments and my dad will be the one giving the monthly installment.
That makes me more wary of what my dad expects out from me. He wants me to make it to University. By giving me the things, it just make me so so guilty because I have not been studying well lately. I know that I can score better but at times, I just cannot balance between my studies, relationship and my family. That is the worst part of being into all these at my age. I am more sided to LOVE.
Yea, somehow, at what I experienced in my 19 years of life, alright going to 20, I feel that I am just too young to get into a relationship. Or, perhaps that is just an excuse but somehow I feel a sense of relief that baby is working already and then I can really be focused into a lot of things like having my own time schedule without being always with him in his house and such. Looking back, I seriously waste a lot of time there though I have fun over there! BUT, TIME IS NOT CONSTRUCTIVELY USED! That is the main thing.
The lucky thing is that I will never have the thought of quitting school just for the sake of LOVE and that is the most foolish thing ever. Even how affected I am in LOVE, I will never want to fail my tests and such as in in the whole module. I will at least score a C+ and that is the lowest grade I have in my Polytechnic results now. Can you imagine, I skipped 8 out of 16 modules and get 8 daily grades into account into my final grade and I got a C+? If I did not skip so many bloody times, I will got a B or even a higher one like for my PHP module. Ahh, FCUK. My PHP can get a B+ but just because I skip so many times. Okay, forget it. It is all over.
Just hope that I can use time constructively from today onwards and I know I spend it wisely for 2 days for my FYP and I am glad with that! So, do it man. Show my pontential like what my facilitator always say! FCUK with all the past and work it out now. I will use the holidays wisely for revising what I have been skipping as UTs are on the way when school reopens and I really feel that time is running out for me. So, yeah today is just an exception due to I have been downloading songs to my mp3 player. Tomorrow will be another battle for me. Done with what I am supposed to do for FYP and I can revise. God bless me please.
So these are the pictures of those I got today.
I like the leather case for my hard disk! Looks so cool man. Thats it for now. Miss the mugging days during my secondary school life.
Mug mug mug!
She pens her thoughts at
9:15 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Vitamin C...
A new product that baby and I saw recently in Malaysia. We bought 1 to try it!
Item Description from Japan Centre: Look inside any refrigerator in a Japanese convenience store, or watch any commercial break on Japanese TV and you won't have to wait long before you come across these funny little bottles. Like Alice In Wonderland dark glass potion bottles, they contain high energy drinks which could be compared to lucozade and red bull. Advertised for health, energy and strength, they are packed full of vitamins with sports stars often advertising the most popular on television. C1000 Vitamin Lemon contains vitamins C, B1, E, glucose and lemon. LOTS of vitamin C!
This bottle contains 1000mg of VITAMIN C!
I took half a bottle or more yesterday night and I got diarrhea at 6 plus AM thus you see this post now! At first, I thought it is the overnight bread I took but I asked baby, he did not feel weird or whatsoever so I try to google to find more about YOU C1000 Vitamin Lemon, perhaps it causes it and I took more than baby. There is another post of it too saying he felt bloated and such.
Taking high doses of Vitamin C (1000 to 2000 milligrams per day) can cause diarrhea, stomach cramps and nausea. Vitamin C is water-soluble – what your body doesn't use, it flushes out of your system – so these symptoms will usually disappear once the dose of Vitamin C has been reduced.
But, I feel that this is a good solution to say goodbye to constipation that most girls have! It is a natural laxative. When I was in secondary 4, I keep having constipation thus I took hell lots of laxative even up to 10 pills at one go. For the first time, you will feel that it is good as it helps to clear up but for the second time, you need to have more dosage than the previous one to be effective. AND, LAXATIVES CAUSE YOU CONSTIPATION! These few days, I do not have constipation. I went to toilet even up to 4 times a day just to shit. Feel so comfortable! My stomach will not be that bloated and I hate it when it is!
Want to get that bloatness out of your stomach and life? Perhaps, can try to drink half a bottle a day? The flavor of it is not bad. It is not that sour, neither too sweet and a little fizzy! So, get one today! There is orange flavor too. So, get the flavor you pefer more. I am not sure if it is available in Singapore as I got it at Malaysia. Another way is to consume more vegetables, I consumed double consumption of vegetables and fruits compared to meat. I am getting sick of guava. Uh uhh. Fruits is healthy and I think baby is getting tired of me saying I want fruits after every meal. But, baby! You want me to be healthy right? Bang!
Wow, the nutritions in GUAVA is awesome!
...didn't know that!
Extracted from Guava Fruit Nutrition: Guava are one of the best fruits available. Guava's are cholesterol, saturated and sodium free, plus low in fat and calories. Guava are high in fiber. The edibile rind of a guava contains 5 times more vitamin C than an orange. Guava is a great fruit because it contains key nutrients like: vitamin C, carotenoids, folate, potassium, fiber, calcium and iron. Calcium is typically not found in high amounts in many fruits.
...yea, come on guava baby! shan't say goodbye to you! that explains even more to why i had diarrhea.
HARD FACTS on Vitamin C: One of the most widely taken supplements in the United States, Vitamin C, also referred to as ascorbic acid, is a very important antioxidant proven to boost the immune system, build collagen, reduce arterial aging and prevent plaque build-up. Your body's ligaments, tendons and collagen need Vitamin C to stay strong and healthy. Vitamin C, as with all antioxidants, also helps to counter the effects of free radicals (cell-damaging molecules) and even helps the body recycle other antioxidants.
United States vitamin C recommendations[37] from Wikipedia: Recommended Dietary Allowance (adult male) 90 mg per day Recommended Dietary Allowance (adult female) 75 mg per day Tolerable Upper Intake Level (adult male) 2000 mg per day Tolerable Upper Intake Level (adult female) 2000 mg per day
So, I guess You C1000 Vitamin Lemon/Orange is a lot of mg above the recommendations. I am going to nag this product to my mum so that I do not need to fork out a cent out of my own pocket.
...out of a sudden, i thought of going to pub! never been 1 before, hmm?!
She pens her thoughts at
8:00 AM.
This love of ours is no common flower...
Monday, June 04, 2007
Songs...
Currently, I am so in love with 2 songs. One of the artiste is named, Efraym Elliott Yamin (pronounced Yah-Meen) and his birthday is on July 20, 1978 which falls on the same day and month as my baby's with two years difference! One of his songs is in hits now which is "Wait for you" and I often heard it in the 91.1 MIX FM when I was in baby's car! Highly recommended.
"With the release of his debut album, Elliott Yamin (due March 20, 2007, on Sony/ATV Music Publishing’s Hickory Records), few will believe this accomplished vocalist was once too embarrassed to sing out in his middle-school choir class."
Nice shot man! There it goes...
Hey, it will be auto-played so be patient and let him do the trick.
The other one is Gwen Stefani, "The Sweet Escape". SO BLOODY HOT AND IT TOTALLY ROCKS ESPECIALLY THE LYRICS! (:
... though it was released on December 5th, 2006.
Alright, I am slow. Seriously, I should listen to radio station more! I can get a lot of nice songs from there. Not bad idea uh. Darn, baby's sleeping after his work and I am not feeling comfortable and di's in Mersing. What a shock. We are so near yet so far uh.
... told me that he was in Mersing and then he offline! Thought we can have a chance to meet in Malaysia. Like, DUH! It had been so long since we last met.
A lot of things happen lately. Now, I really do not know who I should trust, apparently I should, only to ME myself. Recently, on my referrer links, there are some friends who keep coming to my blog but know what I found out? Someone has been using their navigations to hide their true self. Like, DUH again?! Someone loves playing mystery games with me when they do not even have the capability to do so. Well, need I dig a hole for you?
Enough of betrayers, back-stabbers, bitches and everything. I thought I can forgive you but no, I give you heaven and you give me hell. Why must I keep being the one letting it go and you the one keep messing up with my life? Your life must be boring.
You are the one who should be paying for all these, not me. Knowing the cruel truth that will hurt you by my ex-boyfriend? I thought you deserve to be sympthasized when I came to know that he lied to you but I was wrong, you are a girl with a black heart. In return, I got betrayed by you and then you made up stories to my ex-boyfriend that I was trying to come in between you two. If you are me, how can you accept it?
It is of no wonder that god makes him cannot forget me and then now and then you go ranting at your blog telling how I am of impact to you. God has eyes. God knows what you are doing. I am glad that my ex did not forget the "Anbelynn & Angelynn" names. Till now, he keep saying that the names are still beautiful. Do you even have the basic manners to his dad or even respect to elderly?
...shan't say much.
You are already planning to fish this guy of yours because he has a car and such. Thick and thin with my ex? Bullshit balls. You are not fit to say that. He told me what sort of person you are. Materialistic is just the word for you. Know what? I like the realistic side of you which that is always my flaw. Those who are practical and realistic can climb faster than those who are not because they can be REAL despicable to get what they want.
Today I was suppose to go home but then I was having a bad headache yesterday thus baby tells me to sleep longer and go home tomorrow due to him being worried about me going home alone as he got work today. So, I spent the day with his mother at home. Ate together with her, had a little chat with her and accompany her to alter her pants. So far, still okay. SHE REMEMBERS MY NAME AND SHE GOT IT CORRECT!
I was surprised. My name always seemed hard to be remembered by others. She was calling me when I was upstairs.
..."Jing Xuan! Xia lai chi fan, zhu hao liao".
She was friendly sometimes and when baby reached home, I gave him a big hug! Just a few hours, I have the "missing-his-presence" feel.
Oh, god!
So, in conclusion.
...shouldn't be nice to those who actually should deserve the bad treatment & not forgiveness for their wrong-doings.
You will never know one day they might give you a bite on your ass which I encounter lots of time when they never learnt their mistake.
I have my limits and patience, we are of ONE kind. Remember that!
...it wasn't a nice feeling at all.
Shall keep it at one post per page.
She pens her thoughts at
6:59 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...
Friday, June 01, 2007
Change...
This is going to be a long entry!
LIFE: I guess it is about time for a change in routine, diet and everything. Well, I do not know whether it will be a good thing for me in the end but then sometimes we just have no choice but to adapt to it especially when baby is working already.
1 June: Baby's first day work. Hope everything will be smooth from 1 June onwards. Prays for it. 16 months together. 2 weeks of holidays from now. Going to have a salad week man. Diet time for me and not to forget coding time for the project as well. It is always so much easier for me to diet when baby is not around.
DIET: With baby eating beside me OR he telling me what good food there are around the area when he drives OR when he tells me that he is so hungry and he miss whatever food OR telling me what food is nice makes me drool everytime! Alright, there are more to it that he can give. Not to deny, I did give him temptations at times too! Vice versa I guess. Gees. Cheeky me! So, that is why I grow fatter! But, I really do feel very comfortable with him.
So, what my salad contains? Lettuce, cherry tomatoes, new zealand apples, cucumber and I put a spoon of lemon juice on it. Today is the first day of dieting thus I will feel bit of giddy here and there but then no worries. *Winks at baby! My body will soon get used to it and I will not feel giddy as days went by. It is not my first time of dieting okay! It is always tougher for the first few days so I have to just hold back my temptations and baby is working so he has no time to monitor me. Wees. Perfect timing! So, NO MEAT! NO CHOCOLATES! NO ICE-CREAM! NO FRIED FOOD!
ENTERTAINMENT: Watched Pirates and the Caribbean 3 & Shrek 3. Both are nice and Shrek's 3 little babies are so cute! So hilarious can? Oh, not to forget the donkey's 5 babies are cute too! New breed of dragon with donkey. The donkey's babies can blast at you alright! The popcorn at Jusco(Malaysia) is nice! I think in future, I will just fly to Malaysia to watch movie. Cheap, provided baby has knocked off from work and can drive me there! WAHAHA.
I just watch KMovie: 100 days with Mr. Arrogant on crunchyroll. Romantic genre. 100 Days With Mr. Arrogant is a 2004 South Korean romantic comedy film about a high school senior who accidentally dents a young man's car. Though the damage is minor, he tricks her into believing that it will be expensive to fix and has her sign a contract making her his 'slave' for 100 days. You guys can go watch it! Crunchyroll loads faster than youtube!
Have you guys try out ANYTHING or WHATEVER? I had tried ANYTHING before all thanks to Yike for getting me one after which we could not find it at Causeway Point's Cold Storage but now it is available now at 70 cents each. It is a creative idea seriously to come out with this product when we do not know which flavors we will be driking.
WORDS TO MAMA CELESTE: I have escaped to Malaysia these few days. Why I say escape? All my friends will know especially Celeste! Talking about Celeste, I do believe that we will meet out one day. I will not let our fate ends like that alright! When my body gets used to the dieting meal, I will go and find you and hope things are fine for you. Do not worry about the future yet. In the present now, do not waste your time worrying, just work for it now. Like this, you will feel better.
Will be getting back on track on studies. I had enough fun. Boo! Hope things will be smooth. Take care all.
She pens her thoughts at
4:59 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...
