The Efficient Airline Booking System - TEAM B will never lose out! Know why?
ITS OUR PROPOSAL!
By hook or by crook, we gona get it done nicely & we got our strategy!
FYP TEAM B: Winnie, Yike, Shi Hui & Jing Xuan. With lots of love... (:
She pens her thoughts at
7:34 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...
Fate...
Sighs, had a dispute with baby again! This time round, quite serious but it was over already. I do not know why. Perhaps, our fate is helping us survive this round again. Recalling back when I went to the two different temples to ask for a lot on our relationship like whether he is my future husband, both gives me good lots. Seriously, there was a lot of times whereby we can easily say goodbye to each other for good.
Like for instance, I recalled my baby was angry with me that I took out his ring because of a dispute again and that he decided to go back to Malaysia and never come back again. That time, I saw him leaving my house door and I did practically nothing alright! It is not beacause I do not want him to stay. It was because I was stunned and my mind was like in a blank stage. I do not know what to say to him either. Know what? Fate helps! He forgot to bring his house key and then he came back. He saw me stunning in the living room. I think he felt that I was very affected by his farewell and thus he came and have a look at me. I cried like hell and he said I win by crying.
Maybe all of you feel that he was just saying without meaning it when he says he is not coming back. I know his character well. He keep emphasising to me that if one day he is leaving me or things like that, he will not find me ever again alright. How heartless a cancerian can be when they are determined on this kind of issues? Same goes for Oswald as they both has the same horoscope. Say me superstitious then.
Not only the lot shows me that we are fated. There are far more coincidences we faced. Few days back, my friend asked me a few questions on my relationship. Seriously a lot of people asked me this question. What makes me choose my baby?
Firstly, I do not mind him being fat. I do mind him being a little taller than me because I love tall guys can! Okay, nevermind, that is not so important at least he is still taller than me! I had become very wary of the guy I am dating with since I broke up with Oswald. Yes, he made me feel very unsecure in love ever since then. Sometimes, I feel like giving up on love. I encountered too many failures in love and I fell too deep because I dump all my 100% in. I felt I am such a fool at times. What to do? God gives me this to go through to make me stronger.
But am I stronger now? Perhaps, it is a reverse psychology. It only makes me lost confidence in dating. So I tell myself to find a guy who can give me shelter of love and stablitly in a relationship. So I put my standard higher on character-wise and not on looks. I cannot afford to be hurt again! NO NO NO!
So being frank, baby's patience and the secureness he gave me in this relationship is the key to my heart man. Without this, I will never stay so long with him! (: I still feel that looks is not important as long as that guy can give you happiness and that you two can get along well in terms of that there is not too much of a character clash, JUST GO FOR THE RELATIONSHIP!
Been chatting with mama Celeste yesterday. Had not have a really good chat with her since we left secondary school. Mama, you got to be strong alright! Let me, your daughter be the healer of your heart. Take care and lets "PIA" for our GPA together! I want to upload my FYP team's photos here! T>T Why photobucket maintanence at such a time!
AHHH. CHEERS to FYP team!
She pens her thoughts at
12:57 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Shag...
Today woke up at 3 plus and then called dear wake up. Met di to eat. I do not know why. When I wake up, I feel like having a hair-cut. Di accompanied me to the salon just now. The lady was like saying that my hair was very long. She asked me if I wanted to keep the length like this and I was like saying... YES! Laughs! I want to keep my hair long alright perhaps till my arse. Soon, a few more cm to go, max; 5cm to go. WEE!
And I do not know why, after hair-cut, feel like trimming my eye-brown. Dots. What happen to me today? Perhaps too shag last few days thus today I want to do things to pamper myself. Arghs. I realise when school reopens till today, I have not saved much money and I decided to save up from tomorrow onwards for my N73 and friends' upcoming birthday presents especially marcus and mummy celeste's ones.
I cannot miss that out! They are my buddies back in secondary school time okay. They are once bridges in my life, even till now, they are still one! My pimples is getting better, I hope it will recover soon before I turn 20! I want to make-up can! Besides saving, I can slim down. Laughs. Kill 2 birds in 1 stone. My singtel handphone line contract is ending in September. I wanted to change it to Starhub after that. Singtel and m1 charge per minute and then Starhub charges per second, so if right for instance for Singtel's case, 1 minute and 5 seconds outgoing call to that particular person was rounded up to 2 minutes for charges.
WELL, OBVIOUSLY NOT WORTH IT!
This is what di told me. Seriously, I feel that di and me are back on track with friendship. Baby do not get jealous okay? We are good friends, as simple as that. Having di by my side is important as well. Lets support each other till the end of life. Di, do have confidence in your looks, you can make it to modelling! I will look up for the modelling agency for you. That is the least a jie should do right? Make sure by hook or by crook you go for the interview. No excuses!
(:
Sighs. At times, I miss my baby a lot. Besides that, I feel that time with baby is not a lot nowadays. Yesterday had a little dispute over some silly things but then it is settled very fast. For baby, lets love each other till the end of life. I LOVE YOU!
Baby, I have some things to say about you. You know what? Sometimes I love looking at your eyes. And I do not know why, next I will look at your face. And I do not know why, after looking at your face, I have a feeling I cannot describe. Perhaps...
ITS THE FEEL OF WANTING YOU TO BE MINE THIS LIFETIME.
Laughs! Seriously, I do not know how to describe that feel too. Dots.
Baby at the back of his mind sure thinks this way.
"Ya lor, no wonder that day she keep looking at me. Then I ask why she looks at me, she says nothing.", LOL!
If baby is never fat, he will have been so handsome. T>T It is alright because your heart is pure! Lalala.
Miss ya loads!
Sarang Haeyo.
Dedicated to di: Lets support each other till the end of life.
Dedicated to baby: Lets love each other till the end of life.
She pens her thoughts at
10:02 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...
Friday, April 20, 2007
Ewww...
You are The Moon...
Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.
The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.
Engaging personality, sensitive, modest, occasionally narcissistic, but can rise above vanity.
Colors: male: violet, female: rose Compatible Signs: Set, Horus Dates: Feb 12 - Feb 29, Aug 20 - Aug 31
Role: God of the earth Appearance: Green-skinned man, with leaves all over his body and a goose on his head. Sometimes he was shown laying on his side under his wife, the sky goddess Nut. Sacred animals: goose
She pens her thoughts at
8:19 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...
Anti-beef...
Sighs. I just cannot get use to eating beef, even just beef meatballs. Arghs. Sadded. I will just vomit straight. What to do? My stomach rejects it. Oh yes, today is Friday! Wees. Weekend break for all of us especially my FYP team. Good job guys! We are on the super right track. Hees. Hope we can finish it faster.
That girl only just updated her blog not long ago. Well, what can I actually say? Since she still want to carrying on saying whatever she wants, go ahead, I cannot seal your blog's entry right? Neither can I break your hands. I am not the one who is getting the karma. I did not say you either. Unless you...
"Xin zhi du ming."
Bear that in mind. The most I give in, I close one eye.
"Da ren bu ji xiao ren guo!".
Oh, did I mention who is the "da ren" and who is the "xiao ren"? I did not, so it is up to you to think which particular role fits you well perfectly. Winks. We will not meet each other again anyway. Prays hard man! Aiya, if I meet the person, the most I treat her as transparent or a ghost. Hees. Oh, I am scared!
Hmm, about some issues... From di's jie's blog, I perfectly agree that we girls have this sick habit. I guess its all girls' nature to view others' blog, you know even strangers' blog. Nature as in being nosey in every people' life. I am one of them. This I will not deny. That is the fact. So well, we are all the same in the earth. Woman's nature. What to do? Laughs!
Yeah, I am one...
BIG-TIME KAYPO-ER. (:
What can you do to me? Boo.
Time for my project planning schedule.
Busy as usual. Time to say goodbye...
She pens her thoughts at
7:45 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Busy...
Argh. So busy with FYP these few days. Everyday stay back at library. What to do? We suffer now so that we can slack later on. I am really happy with my team! At least, I am with my close friends who can play hard and work serious when we should. It is the way to the completion of FYP man! Gees.
How come that somebody has not updated her blog yet? Hmm. Weird. I thought she will flare up in her blog once again. Like duh, she is always like that! That is her nature I guess? If she will not, pigs can fly. Let us wait till tomorrow then.
So shag. Tomorrow has to stay back again to do the project plan. I tried just now but I have forgotten some of it. Need team's help again! Hees. On the way back from school, I nearly over-slept and missed my house bus-stop. It is like so dots. The lucky thing is that I woke up the moment when the bus is going to reach the bus-stop and someone did press the bell. But know what? I bang my head when I was standing up. So dots. I think I must have been drained these few days.
I do not have enough money to spend when we do not have a maid and I have to eat out every single day and every single meal. I am having second thoughts like should I ask my mother for more? Hmm. I do not know. I will try to survive with 10 bucks then. I will really try. Sighs, since this is the life god has given me.
(:
Hope I will be good just for this last year and get good grades without skipping school. Striving for at least GPA 3.0 or above. That is my aim.
LALALA.
BABY!
"I am so going to be busy but I will try to show you more love as that is the least I should do."
Very nice song indeed. Founded in Debris Queen's blog.
She pens her thoughts at
10:19 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Thoughts...
Hmm. Just blog about my random thoughts. I thought years has passed and we or every one in the earth will just move on with what we have in our current life and let the past go but obviously someone has not get over it. Practically somebody is still holding on to the past. Perhaps that is the kind of life they want to live with. Well, It does not concern me but I do feel that they are very pathetic. They should learn to forgive and forget.
Does trying to get back at people by insulting/provoking/cursing make you very happy? If hatred lies in your heart now and then, do you not feel tired? For me, I feel it is childish. I am just a stranger or passerby in your life. So, please just move on. Do not waste time trying to get back at me, I will just feel that you are whining over the past. If you feel happy without having a guilty conscience, then I guess there are a lot more for you to experience throughout your entire life.
There are more to life and there are more meaningful things that you can do. I will rather you spend the time trying to think of sentences that can provoke me giving more love to your friends or family. At least, it is definitely more worth it. Just live your life and I will just do the same. I do not like to dig up the past to quarrel with you so do what you are supposed to do. Simply find it immature to settle what it has been over years ago when we are not even close.
Life has been meaningless if you keep living in the past. Anyway, I have no more hatred towards every of my ex boyfriends and thank you to those who have loved me before. At least, I am even once worth of your love. Those who have let me down, I am glad that you all know what to do next time and of course, I have let them down too in some ways, so do pardon me and thank you for the experiences you gave me.
Through experiences, we learn.
My favourite sentence...
"Even if we are no longer together, I still want to thank you for everything you have done for this relationship."
Baby...
You are a really great boy-friend! (:
Pinch your cheeks!
If whatever I am trying to put across cannot make you digest, then it is okay, forget about what I typed then. That is it!
You know who you are...
meltedKISS - 6X currently at Delphinus.
Married to meltedLOVE with happiness...
This is going to be the next set meltedKISS is going to wear when the cash items expired! Pink and cute!
See ya!
She pens her thoughts at
7:43 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...
Monday, April 16, 2007
Maple Contest...
THE BABY SET! (:
I hope it really win the contest. Hope so. Lucks please.
I want the baby set so much! =D. My drawing is bad, pardon me okay. Tomorrow school starts. Miss didi, miss keke, miss winnie, miss so many people except my baby! Know why? Because...
WE MEET TOO MUCH!
Lalala.
Baby shall say..
"Piggy baby!".
LOVE YA!
She pens her thoughts at
12:33 AM.
This love of ours is no common flower...
