Red Rose
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She is Trinity; Jingxuan, 22 February 1988, 19. A pure piscean. A refined lady wana-be.

likes the word "passion". loves red roses. desires perfect romance. reads poetry. analyses horoscopes.

eyes on kittens, puppies, babies especially twins, the disney piglet, more to go...

我还守著我和他的约定 最后幸福会写下一份证明 就算没有日期 就算还会伤心 我仍相信生命的奇迹...

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Back Here ...



If you are happy and you know please clap your hands. Laughs. Okay, I am here to declare that I am engaged to my dear. Smiles. Just a joke. Still not yet there. I want a diamond ring before I am yours lawfully. Kidding. Dear bought me a ring from Taka Jewellery. But, after knowing that Couple Lab in Plaza Singapura sells nicer couple rings and other stuffs for couple. I am so sad. I want rings from there! Very nice indeed.

School starts. I still work after school from Wednesday till Sunday for extra cash. Loves shopping! Yesterday was suppose to attend school but in the end yike, wissy and I decided to skip school. No, no, no. Actually... I mean actually. It was a deal. If we could not get in the incoming bus 169 then we shall not go. The main reason is that our school has been stricter. If we miss out the first breakout, we will get degrade by 1 grade. Okay, fine. 1 grade means a lot! Still, It is worth the skip because I do not have to work that day. Laughs. Watched "The Haunted Apartment" with them in Cineleisure. Very touching. Nice plot. Next, we went heeren. Got one top from Pink Panter. Then, Takashimaya. Bought another Fox Women top there and then meet dear up. Nice day! Claps.

For work, sighs. Though the pay is high, there are of course more demands from me. Laughs. Luckily, work is still fine for now. Hope it will be better. Yesterday ate at suki sushi. I will not eat that ever again. Perhaps, sushi is not what I really love in. Unless, it is cooked salmon. I cannot eat raw ones. I will vomit! Laughs. Cooked salmon is very nice! Ate most with it. I always miss out the best food like salmon, oyster, etc... Sighs.

The problem does not lie with me you know. It's my choosy stomach.

Well, we took neo print after that. Wees. It has been a month or so since we took that together. Today's module facilitator is my mentor. Oh god. He keeps monitoring me. Scary but still, I am here blogging. He very naggy. I got work later. God, save me! Time is running out for me.

Took an extra module tomorrow. Yes! Business Finance! I am very interested in that. So, I will get an extra day off for Year 3. Hooray! Hope I can excel in it and as well as for this semester. I am getting late. Quick! Dismiss please...

Dear, when I love you... I use actions not words from my mouth. So do not ask me questions like do I love you? Though sometimes I do use my mouth, well... Use your heart! Laughs.

So do I love you or do I not? Winks.





She pens her thoughts at 3:16 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...



Friday, September 08, 2006

Forget The Sadness..



街道靜的刺耳 夜被路燈染色 趁感傷醒來前 先上車 不會不捨 承認我是弱者 不敢再對愛假設 我真的累得 不想再拉扯

*我尋找的平靜 是我將來看電影 帶著一顆平常心 不必為誰心碎閉上眼睛 我需要的平靜 是敢回頭看曾經 那些為愛患得患失的情景 我選擇忘記 我不懂得取捨 才讓心痛堆著 找得到前些年的快樂 只是偶爾 回憶是個誘餌 是來叫我回去的 要傷能癒合 我非走不可

我真的累得 不想再拉扯

要不是爲了我以後的將來或今世的打算。我早就一走了之。我得學會忍。忍忍忍!這世界本來就是殘酷的!讓我堅強一點。





She pens her thoughts at 11:56 AM.
This love of ours is no common flower...



Thursday, September 07, 2006

"3399" Long Lasting Love...




Dear's first bouquet of roses to me on 3 September 2006. Posted by Picasa




She pens her thoughts at 1:29 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...




Mature Love...



Thinking how we are started was like somehow linked to how Oswald and I ended. After Oswald and I broke up, he still maple like usual but for me, I do not even have the mood to play games at that moment. Nevertheless, I still try every chance to talk to him. Hence, I do so in "Maplestory" as well. I was pretty sad at how he treated our relationship as I still could not figure out why he still can concentrate playing his games just after we broke up. It did break my heart. Perhaps, our 3 months relationship did not mean anything to him after all.

He would never know how much I did just to understand him even a bit more to why he react that cold to me. Horoscopes somehow can help. Thus, read a lot on his cancer's horoscope. Try to be more understanding to what he need at that time. Still, it failed. He replied me heartlessly. What I thought he needed most was security. I did not give up hope yet. I went in "Maplestory" just to know if he was playing. Meanwhile, I was at the golem temple just to pass my time as well. Then there came my dear. He was hunting for golem stones to do for his quest. I had 50 of them so I gave all to him.

I started talking to him. I asked for his horoscope first. When he said he was a Cancerian, I continued talking to him being excited that he got the same horoscope as Oswald. Next, I found out that he was a Malaysian. So, I confide in him even more since we will never meet each other. This was what I was thinking at the back of my mind. So I asked him questions like if your ex do this and that, how would you feel that sorts of questions. That was how the idea of e-mail came in. I never had a single thought of him being my boy friend. Whatever I do was merely trying to get back Oswald's heart.

I e-mailed him on how I feel and make him realize that I still love him. However, few days later catching him online in "Maplestory" , I asked him if he had read it, he said he did not. He actually deleted it without reading. So heart wrecking. The last hope is when I asked him if we would have a chance to patch in the future in the bus, but he say it was over. That was when I totally gave him up. Before that, my dear did send me a "sms" saying he had a big crush on me since "Maplestory". The only reason why I took so long to accept him was due to Oswald.

Come to think of this, my dear has always been the sun of my rainy days. I cried every night after breaking with him. My dear consoled me throughout that few months being beside me. At times, I feel like breaking down and I flared onto him. He said he understood. I like his character. Look, I do not go for looks in the first place. Oswald was still holding him back. Till then on the first day of the lunar calendar, I accepted my dear. Perhaps, he was right. If a man who really loves me with all he has will never want me to bear all these sufferings on my own. He will rather share my burdens.

He came all over to Singapore to find me. From there we started to plan our future together...

The difference I found out between my dear and Oswald was that my dear and I were in a mature relationship but Oswald and I were in a romantic relationship. Yes, that is how I felt indeed. There is a lot more of what I did for Oswald but I feel that it is meaningless to me anymore. Closing that chapter. Thank him for that romantic moment. Cheers.

Romantic love lasts a moment but mature love lasts a lifetime.




She pens her thoughts at 11:47 AM.
This love of ours is no common flower...



Wednesday, September 06, 2006

3 Red Roses...



Dear bought me 3 red roses on Sunday, 3 September 2006. A very nice date to jot down in our relationship. Why? "3399" in the date is like long lasting love in mandarin. Smiles. In the end, dear still owe me a total of 96 roses. Laughs. I wanted to upload the rose picture but the hello blogger is lagging. Yesterday dear actually took half day leave to accompany me to see doctor. The doctor was so cute to teach us what happened to me. Okay, I got stomach flu but I am alright today hopefully. Got to work soon later. Oh, Remember to put "(tu)" in your messager nick so as to put the crocodile hunter in memorial. Rest in peace.

I love you.




She pens her thoughts at 12:43 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...