Thursday, October 04, 2007

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Weird...

Don't understand why I cannot even express in every way I want in MY own blog.

"Believe one thing; you believe another. I try to convince you that I am right, and you attempt to do the same from your point of view. So, what is the big deal? How do our emotions, even our personal self-growth, get caught up in the struggle? And why do particular kinds of argumentative interactions get to us more than others siolzxzx?" taken from LIN's blog.

Signs, what she says is so true. There will be different kinds of arguementative fights in this world and it affects each individual's thoughts, emotions, and bla bla bla. Its like MENTAL TORTURE la.

Apparently, AH XUAN is tortured enough for weeks, oh for months in trying to get things in place but then there is something that keep holding her back, doubts of every SINGLE word/sentence/bla bla bla/chats/conversations.

In fact, LIN and me is caught up in the SAMA SAMA situation. LIKE DUH, *blog fight*.

"But anyway, no matter what the outcome of our decisions, conflict is likely to persist for some time lah cheebay. They say we both will need to accommodate to a degree of tension and disagreement until we can resolve our differences.

And I don’t think that’s even anytime soon. *shrugszzxx*", seriously admire the way LIN blogs.


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HEY LIN, YOU DON'T MIND I KEEP ADVERTISING YOUR STYLE OF BLOGGING UHHHHHH, RIGHT?



When I tried to go closer to you, I find it suspisious. Do you do it for the sake of doing it because we are still FYP partners? Or do it really cause you care?

In fact, I still confide to you. Sighs, I don't know whats wrong with me either. Am I being hell lots of SENSITIVE?



But, after so long, it feels weird.


You asked me to go chalet with your bunch of friends.
You said you are getting present for me when you go China.


I don't know.


Doubts and unhappy because you know I won't go to your chalet and apparently Yvonne and KW will be going, you should even bloody know how affected I will be if you ever care and stand in my shoe.


So, hows about the whole matter now?


Leave it?