Tuesday, September 18, 2007

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Emo...

Hmm. Seriously, I don't have much friends in school, now... I can only named Yike, Darie and Lin and Yike hasn't been in school for these 2 days so Darie accompanied me for lunch and I really got to thank her for waiting me to finish my food. Yeah, somehow I feel so bad that I wished I can, with one spoon finishing the whole plate of food.

Lin is having fasting now if not we will already have SOTO!

Feel so bad too that I have realised that I haven't been really talking to lin till now since the holidays besides the one sms I sent telling her I cannot make it to KL. Sighs, wish to give her a hug right now.

I cannot make myself to eat alone and walk home alone from school. I will rather not eat but going home I really cannot unless, baby called me to chat if not with me 1 person walking down with so many people having friends beside them to walk home, I feel so emo and pathetic.

Now, I must bear the consequences of you know relying so much on 1 person. Yeah, learnt the hard way. But, never will I ask that person to eat with me because things are different now and I cannot make myself to eat with her too. There's always a gap. Nothing can break that gap.

Like lin says, independant. Somehow this word, I just CMI.

Studies independancy, I can.

Towards all these daily life thingy, I seriously cannot.


<33

I am really lucky that I have Lin and Darie in school now. (:

Outside of school, for dinner, lucky to have brothers with me!



Both brothers.


<333 all.



And bless me, I am sick, flu, cough! Oh yah, with all these, I think I can slim down even faster.





&& thanks baby for being there for me mentally. <333