Tuesday, August 21, 2007

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Lala...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIDI BEN XK! =D. HOORAY. GO PARTY ALL YOU WANT LA. LOL!

Yea. A lot of friends have been just telling me to hack those immature freaks. It's my blog and I can do whatever I want with it. Had a change of layout, guess its bringing me too much stupid trouble, so well, did a combination of the layout. I love it lots, its like reminding me every single time I blog, how many friends were really there for me and my love and my family.

My mum did consoled me of what had happended. She said I was too simple minded and stuffs like that. HA! I cried in front of her okay and seriously I hate to cry in front of her showing how weak I am because my mama always seem like a career woman being so strong. Not sure if its inner too. But, shes really very capable of doing what I can't usually do. Not to forget, GOD too! I am so shocked when my mama just said that niang niang wanted me to drink that "fu", so I guess niang niang must be knowing how life has been really down for me!

I told baby love that I wanted to buy those "lian hua" so that you know I can get rid of "xiao ren" in my life and such. Having too much already. =X Anyway, my religion is buddism, those who don't believe can jolly well just you know respect my religion and I too respect yours.

(; Well, just get on with my life. Oh, I self-declared holidays already from today onwards. Yesterday was accounting lesson. It was really fun and hetic too. We played Monopoly and we lost to the other team. Oh, we only have 2 teams yesterday! But, after the game, we have to record different different type of transactions, it was so messy and so so complicated than the balance sheet is not balanced at all. We have a total of over 100 transactions I think, THAT'S A LOT!

Luckily, our facilitator is kind enough to just say go through 6th presentation straight since NO more UT, NO more lesson! HA! Though is a few lessons with her but she is so much better than the other one. Ended class before 2.30! So shiok! Walk to station with Yike, she dismissed at that time too. Wee, it has been decades since seeing her.

I was like, "hao jiu bu jian". Then give each other a little pat and there goes our chat. Being with her is like time passing very fast and she did asked me like why my blog become private, and I told her about those idiot taggers. She said that it was very "you zhi", she asked me to let her login and she wanted to help me flood them and she said something like we are "jie mei dang", should help me tag back, =X so sweet. I guess different individual friends have different levels of forking out as a friend. Indeed it was. (;

Needless to say, Darie was totally there for me, she called me and smsed me. We talked on the phone too saying so much craps. Yea, we 2 kena the same old thing uh. Love that time also the sama sama. Now blog thing also sama sama. But, Darie, I don't wish to care already. I don't like to change my life cus of what those idiots tagged.

Well, I have my say as well. Denied for all you want and thanks for making my life so DOWN once before, never will there be twice because you have made me stronger and made me know who was there for me and such. Thanks to you uh. I believe GOD has her plans for me.

Actually I did talked to Kenneth. HA! To think that he told me that his papa actually remembered my birthday after all these years. Let me think, it has been going 5 years! Baby love, he knows I will not "jump stead" okay? None of my ex will be my lovers again because its totally different. He has changed so much indeed, his studies are good now and temper-wise too. So glad for him and yeah, I believe, soon enough there will be a bliss girl in his life. I am sure she will be so bliss much more bliss than me in the past.

I am bliss now too with my baby love! Crying with him hugging me is the best feeling ever, only with him I can cry whatever I want, do whatever I want. Aww. Having cramps yesterday till now, soon, soon it will be over then start with workout to get back whatever I own in the past. Those idiot buggers can just wait and see, at least I did go towards my aim not like them nothing to do, no aims in life and such.

(; I do have thoughts of jumping down straight, lucky I didn't. Well, it is all over dude, I have overcome it, I think god has been so proud of me too. I am not dumb anymore and came to my senses when Darie keeps saying why should I do this and that, yeah, Darie, I came to my senses already, all thanks to those stupid assholes and of course you being by my side, enough and contented.

Baby has been asking me to watch "Redline", a car-racing movie, it was so darn cool with all those hot chicks in it. I think all guys will love it! Yea yea, the nature of guys. I watched it yesterday while I was having cramps but then it wasn't that pain afterall when watching that because I think my whole mind and soul was into that and how hot those babes were in it! =D. Wee, but some parts was sad.

Okay, long entry, enough right?

=D gagaga.