Tuesday, August 21, 2007

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Closing...

TO BE EDITED:

YEAH. KNOW WHAT. SHE FINALLY TELLS ME THAT SHE IS MAD BECAUSE I DONT TRUST THAT THAT GUY IS INNOCENT. IN THE FIRST BLOODY PLACE, DOES SHE KNOW THAT RIGHT NOW SHE IS FORCING ME TO TRUST THAT HE IS INNOCENT?


ALOT OF FRIENDS HAVE BEEN TELLING ME OBVIOUSLY SHE IS ZHONG SE QING YOU, CAUSE OF I DON'T BELIEVE HE'S INNOCENT, YOU FORGO THE FRIENDSHIP, SO BE IT THEN. I STILL THOUGHT MAYBE SHE HAS HER REASONS, BUT NAH! SHE SHOWS IT ALL.

I DIDN'T COMMENT ANY BLOODY THING IN HER BLOG, YEAH, HATE PPL WHO JUST ASSUME AND MAKE THINGS WORSE AND DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO CLARIFY.

RIGHT NOW WE ARE ONLY FYP PARTNERS, NOT MORE THAN THAT, & I FCUKING REGRET, SHOULD HAVE JUST JUMPED GROUP BUT NEVERMIND, FOR THE SAKE OF YIKE THEN.

"Life is so complicated
It leaves you faded
Deep within the walls of falsehood
Then again
It’s just the mood
That one sets upon their aura
Of Self"
Quoted from Nicole's blog which is so so true.

To just close the matter, right now, there is a gap in between that is you and him, me and you. I seriously don't know how to close the gap right now but I believe we need time, thats why I said "adjustments". I feel untrusted too in a sense indirectly. Now is you trusted him but I don't. So I respect you trusted him and you in the same way should respect me distrusting him.

1) I don't have ANY friends in NTU.
2) My tracker has been months and there isn't ANY NTU buggers or whatsoever.
3) I have changed blog skin already and NO those buggers and it is till when the thing arises then have.
4) Writing style also can changed. (iie cn juz type lyke dis.) Simple as that.
5) IP tracker said is from NTU organisation.
6) Cbox IP same as tracker.


You have your point of trusting him and I have point of saying its him.

Yeah, I love you too thats why I asked you to forget him but well I am a busybody too. So I said I will not be one ever, yeah this is it, I am just bringing myself trouble afterall.

Seriously, when you tell me how sad you are and you are determined to forget him, I asked you to delete the link away to make sure that within my means, you will not have any signs about him, yet in this way of him tagging and him telling you it wasn't him, it is still back to square one. Where is the determination and are the words you tell me about letting him go, forgetting him, leaving him alone, true? Yea, hard to do it so never tell me that so I will not be that stupid to just help you forget him.

Afterall I said, I am crossing the darn limit of being a friend, I admit, so even if you never help me tag back, its alright, make me learnt a lesson that I should never ever cross that boundary unless I am really sure of how one manages between friends and lovers/someone he/she likes.

Yea, in another way of so, I deserve it having to be such a busybody asshole.

(;

Okay, that's all. You are a great friend, trust me time is all we need to put those pieces together. But if one day, I mean IF he still hurt you, I guess, I will not do such silly thing like this time I did.

NEVER CROSS THAT DARN FUCKING LIMIT.


On a side note, if you think I am controlling, then well really... So be it. I didn't use a knife to point at you.

Yea, character clashes.

So sick of it. Its not like I can be friends with everybody in the whole wide earth, LOL! Everybody has their "unaccepted" characteristic of friends as well as "accepted" characteristic of friends, so if I fall within your "unaccepted", really, thats too bad, we just can't be friends.



Well, I think there will be more buggers now trying to just slap me. BANNING TIME SOON I GUESS.


><" So, will my prediction come true? Time says it all.