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She is Trinity; Jingxuan, 22 February 1988, 19. A pure piscean. A refined lady wana-be.

likes the word "passion". loves red roses. desires perfect romance. reads poetry. analyses horoscopes.

eyes on kittens, puppies, babies especially twins, the disney piglet, more to go...

我还守著我和他的约定 最后幸福会写下一份证明 就算没有日期 就算还会伤心 我仍相信生命的奇迹...

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Monday, June 04, 2007

Songs...



Currently, I am so in love with 2 songs. One of the artiste is named, Efraym Elliott Yamin (pronounced Yah-Meen) and his birthday is on July 20, 1978 which falls on the same day and month as my baby's with two years difference! One of his songs is in hits now which is "Wait for you" and I often heard it in the 91.1 MIX FM when I was in baby's car! Highly recommended.

"With the release of his debut album, Elliott Yamin (due March 20, 2007, on Sony/ATV Music Publishing’s Hickory Records), few will believe this accomplished vocalist was once too embarrassed to sing out in his middle-school choir class."

Nice shot man! There it goes...

Hey, it will be auto-played so be patient and let him do the trick.



The other one is Gwen Stefani, "The Sweet Escape". SO BLOODY HOT AND IT TOTALLY ROCKS ESPECIALLY THE LYRICS! (:

... though it was released on December 5th, 2006.



Alright, I am slow. Seriously, I should listen to radio station more! I can get a lot of nice songs from there. Not bad idea uh. Darn, baby's sleeping after his work and I am not feeling comfortable and di's in Mersing. What a shock. We are so near yet so far uh.

... told me that he was in Mersing and then he offline! Thought we can have a chance to meet in Malaysia. Like, DUH! It had been so long since we last met.

A lot of things happen lately. Now, I really do not know who I should trust, apparently I should, only to ME myself. Recently, on my referrer links, there are some friends who keep coming to my blog but know what I found out? Someone has been using their navigations to hide their true self. Like, DUH again?! Someone loves playing mystery games with me when they do not even have the capability to do so. Well, need I dig a hole for you?

Enough of betrayers, back-stabbers, bitches and everything. I thought I can forgive you but no, I give you heaven and you give me hell. Why must I keep being the one letting it go and you the one keep messing up with my life? Your life must be boring.

You are the one who should be paying for all these, not me. Knowing the cruel truth that will hurt you by my ex-boyfriend? I thought you deserve to be sympthasized when I came to know that he lied to you but I was wrong, you are a girl with a black heart. In return, I got betrayed by you and then you made up stories to my ex-boyfriend that I was trying to come in between you two. If you are me, how can you accept it?

It is of no wonder that god makes him cannot forget me and then now and then you go ranting at your blog telling how I am of impact to you. God has eyes. God knows what you are doing. I am glad that my ex did not forget the "Anbelynn & Angelynn" names. Till now, he keep saying that the names are still beautiful. Do you even have the basic manners to his dad or even respect to elderly?

...shan't say much.

You are already planning to fish this guy of yours because he has a car and such. Thick and thin with my ex? Bullshit balls. You are not fit to say that. He told me what sort of person you are. Materialistic is just the word for you. Know what? I like the realistic side of you which that is always my flaw. Those who are practical and realistic can climb faster than those who are not because they can be REAL despicable to get what they want.

Today I was suppose to go home but then I was having a bad headache yesterday thus baby tells me to sleep longer and go home tomorrow due to him being worried about me going home alone as he got work today. So, I spent the day with his mother at home. Ate together with her, had a little chat with her and accompany her to alter her pants. So far, still okay. SHE REMEMBERS MY NAME AND SHE GOT IT CORRECT!

I was surprised. My name always seemed hard to be remembered by others. She was calling me when I was upstairs.

..."Jing Xuan! Xia lai chi fan, zhu hao liao".

She was friendly sometimes and when baby reached home, I gave him a big hug! Just a few hours, I have the "missing-his-presence" feel.

Oh, god!

So, in conclusion.



...shouldn't be nice to those who actually should deserve the bad treatment & not forgiveness for their wrong-doings.





You will never know one day they might give you a bite on your ass which I encounter lots of time when they never learnt their mistake.



I have my limits and patience, we are of ONE kind. Remember that!


...it wasn't a nice feeling at all.



Shall keep it at one post per page.




She pens her thoughts at 6:59 PM.
This love of ours is no common flower...