Saturday, June 09, 2007

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New stuffs!

Today is my so called lucky day! My mother brought us to Harvey Norman to take a look at laptop and stuff for my brother but in the end, he got his laptop and I got a 2GB mp3 player and an external 100GB hard disk. That was like so WOO. Like that feeling but somehow it gives me a pressure. Though it was my mother who brought us there but she put the payment on installments and my dad will be the one giving the monthly installment.

That makes me more wary of what my dad expects out from me. He wants me to make it to University. By giving me the things, it just make me so so guilty because I have not been studying well lately. I know that I can score better but at times, I just cannot balance between my studies, relationship and my family. That is the worst part of being into all these at my age. I am more sided to LOVE.

Yea, somehow, at what I experienced in my 19 years of life, alright going to 20, I feel that I am just too young to get into a relationship. Or, perhaps that is just an excuse but somehow I feel a sense of relief that baby is working already and then I can really be focused into a lot of things like having my own time schedule without being always with him in his house and such. Looking back, I seriously waste a lot of time there though I have fun over there! BUT, TIME IS NOT CONSTRUCTIVELY USED! That is the main thing.

The lucky thing is that I will never have the thought of quitting school just for the sake of LOVE and that is the most foolish thing ever. Even how affected I am in LOVE, I will never want to fail my tests and such as in in the whole module. I will at least score a C+ and that is the lowest grade I have in my Polytechnic results now. Can you imagine, I skipped 8 out of 16 modules and get 8 daily grades into account into my final grade and I got a C+? If I did not skip so many bloody times, I will got a B or even a higher one like for my PHP module. Ahh, FCUK. My PHP can get a B+ but just because I skip so many times. Okay, forget it. It is all over.

Just hope that I can use time constructively from today onwards and I know I spend it wisely for 2 days for my FYP and I am glad with that! So, do it man. Show my pontential like what my facilitator always say! FCUK with all the past and work it out now. I will use the holidays wisely for revising what I have been skipping as UTs are on the way when school reopens and I really feel that time is running out for me. So, yeah today is just an exception due to I have been downloading songs to my mp3 player. Tomorrow will be another battle for me. Done with what I am supposed to do for FYP and I can revise. God bless me please.

So these are the pictures of those I got today.





I like the leather case for my hard disk! Looks so cool man. Thats it for now. Miss the mugging days during my secondary school life.

Mug mug mug!